i said yes when the Lord asked to use me at VBS.
running late this morning, i chose make-up over quiet time with my Perfect Dad.
my girls were alittle lot chaotic today. the lesson was about grace and the chosen parable was the story of the prodigal son. frustrations all around me, but i still found joy in loving my 6th grade girls and in communion with Holy Spirit even through the pandemonium.
in our small group time, i presented the gospel and led my eighteen girls in a prayer of repentance to receive God's free gift of grace. i felt like i did it very poorly. i felt like they weren't paying attention. i felt like i'd really messed up. i was incredibly discouraged, so much so that when three girls raised their hands to indicate that they had prayed to accept Jesus as their Savior for the first time, i barely celebrated their new births!
this evening, one of my friends was asking about how VBS went today. i began to tell how the first three days were really good compared to today. i recounted how unfocused small group time was and how i had felt less than prepared. and then, almost in passing, i added, "and three of my girls accepted Jesus..." that's when it hit me! three people received the gift of salvation. heaven is rejoicing! how had it been so easy for the enemy to lie to me and steal my joy?
oh how satan hates it when we do kingdom work! he wants to steal our joy. that's why it's so important to fill ourselves with truth. it's the best way to fight against lies.
i am so thankful for God's kindness in using little, weak, stumbling me. what a blessing! thanks, Papa. You are so full of grace. i love Your grace and Your leadership in my life.
running late this morning, i chose make-up over quiet time with my Perfect Dad.
my girls were a
in our small group time, i presented the gospel and led my eighteen girls in a prayer of repentance to receive God's free gift of grace. i felt like i did it very poorly. i felt like they weren't paying attention. i felt like i'd really messed up. i was incredibly discouraged, so much so that when three girls raised their hands to indicate that they had prayed to accept Jesus as their Savior for the first time, i barely celebrated their new births!
this evening, one of my friends was asking about how VBS went today. i began to tell how the first three days were really good compared to today. i recounted how unfocused small group time was and how i had felt less than prepared. and then, almost in passing, i added, "and three of my girls accepted Jesus..." that's when it hit me! three people received the gift of salvation. heaven is rejoicing! how had it been so easy for the enemy to lie to me and steal my joy?
oh how satan hates it when we do kingdom work! he wants to steal our joy. that's why it's so important to fill ourselves with truth. it's the best way to fight against lies.
i am so thankful for God's kindness in using little, weak, stumbling me. what a blessing! thanks, Papa. You are so full of grace. i love Your grace and Your leadership in my life.
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Praise God! Even in our brokenness God can use us. And it's okay to let go when we're not perfect, rejoice when something good happens, and remain in His love! So proud of you Claire-Bear! <3
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